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[11 Jul 2004|04:39pm] |
I hate this world, and myself :(
nobody loves me.
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[25 Feb 2004|12:14am] |
This is it, good-bye Livejournal, and everyone whos updats reads or comments. Won't have any access to a computer so won't be updating, not that I do anyway. It was fun while it lasted. Looking back on old entries, and entries from my original Livejournal, dammit, makes me shake my head LOL, good times were had.
And with that I say farewell, and to everyone good luck with whatever you do =) I know I am going to need it.
Seeyabye!
~Alexis
P.S. Skip is still with us
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[20 Feb 2004|05:33pm] |
You're JT!!
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well. You're also prone to falling for anyone
you could absolutely never have, but you're
certain that if they just gave you chance
they'd love you. At least you can make some
puns about your rejection.
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[19 Feb 2004|04:44pm] |
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[31 Jan 2004|11:41pm] |
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I have never been so confused in my life.
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[10 Jan 2004|10:13pm] |
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Ok so I am here in Sacville, been here for a week and a half. Workin at Tim Hortons, fun stuff. Its alright except the people suck hardcore, but I have made $50 in the past two days so that rocks. Its hard cause I can't walk anywhere like I used to be able to but whatever. Me and Troy are great, I love him to death.
Other then that thats about it. Life is good, can't complain.
KRISTY AND ERIN: I have Monday and Tuesday off, I need to do something or I am going to freak. Tell me if you guys are working or if your busy or want to hang out, or something. It would be cool!
Seeyabye!
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[22 Dec 2003|09:20pm] |
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The past few weeks have been so fucked up. Basically I moved out of my house into my Dads house because I hate still having rules and shit, I cant do them. He's only there every second weekend cause he works in PEI so it would be ok and I wouldn't have to put up with his drinking all the time.
It was ok at first and Troy was with me so that was cool. Then this past Saturday he gets all drunked up and gets all fuckin retarded starts calling my lazy and stupid and that I have no brain and shit like that. But I didn't pay much attention to it.
Me and Troy went to Jaimy's drinkin, we all got right fuckin hammered and around 10:30 me and Trou decided to go back home and pass out. As soon as I walked in the the door my Dad tells me to leave because he couldn't get his TV to work, and I never touched the fuckin thing and because there was wax on the floor. So me and Troy went back to my place and passed out there. The next morning I read the message he left telling everyone he was kicking me out and going to throw the fridge out on top of me to calling me a fuckin bitch.
Can't do that anymore. That made me realize, I have no reason to be in Amherst anymore, NONE AT ALL. This place is a peice of rotten shit. Troy got kicked out of the place he was staying at because his friends parents thinks he useless, they are fuckin retarded. So he's going to back to Halifax to live with his Dad and I am going with him. Everything is set and the week afetr Christmas I am going.
Fuck, it's a big step, but I can hanlde it. I don't give two shits if anyone thinks I can't, ya'll got no idea.
My last day at work is Saturday. I am never woring at another fast food restaurant again!! They are nice though.
I hate Christmas, but I hope everyone has a good one!
Seeyabye!
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[11 Dec 2003|12:02am] |
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No matter what I do, or what I say it's never enough, ever. So why the fuck am I here? NO idea.
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[06 Dec 2003|05:17pm] |
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I really have nothing to say I am just waiting and being bored. Yay pointless rant! Me and TRoy are still going out, surprising? Yes. I am still debating on whether or not I am ready for a relationship, I love the kid serisouly, andI swear he's obessed with me, why the fuck he would be is beyond me. But it's that word that scares me...commitment...*shudder* I don't know how married people do it, I really don't.
But it doesn't hurt to try. Seen as how I cheated on the only two boyfriends I have had, you'd think I'd still be like that. I don't want to do anything else with anyone though, because Troy rocks my world :) lol I am such a loser. It's all good though I guess.
It pisses me off so much though because we are barely even having a relationship cause one person is pissed off cause he thinks I will forget about him, and my parents are fucking retards and still treating me like I am 14 yeards old instead of an 18 year old who pays fuckin rent! JESUS! I hate it when things are hard, especially relationships, because to me, it's not worth it, that sounds bad I know. But it seems worth it now I guess. We'll see.
Still working like krayzee, I just worked two 9 hour shifts. But I don't care more money for me. Istill haven't bought Christmas presents yet. Guh. The people there suck though, most of them. That place gossips way to much for me and it drives me krayzee. And they treat me like I am some stupid blonde. Like fuck man!
I wanna move far away, not run away from anything just move somewhere else, start over I guess. This town is gonna kill me, I can see it.
I fuckin hate Christmas. We have our fuckin tree already for fuck sakes! I am suck a scrooge this year, I don't know why, but I wanna be so I am gonna. LOL I need a life serisously.
Well yeah so that was my pointless rant. Thank you come again :)
Seeyabye!
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[29 Nov 2003|09:14pm] |
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I have a bf now, LOL iname is Troy and he rocks my world :)
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[16 Nov 2003|10:00pm] |
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I love it. It's amazing. It's the most amazing, intense, beautiful, most wonderful drug ever. If it didn't kill you pill by pill I would take it everyday.
I met a guy named Troy and him and his best friend Ryan came over last night and me, Jaimy, Tasha, Troy and Ryan all took it. Half hour later my body was tingly iI couldn't stop smiling and thinking weird but fasinating things. I was different from everyone else though. My pill had an anchor and everyone else had doves. I had to keep moving, well I wasn't like krayzee but I dunno it was weird. I didn't talk as much as everyone else either. Prolly cause everyone else was doing the talking. LOL it was such a good time though.
I died my hair brown with blond streak, well the streaked didn't turn out to well, but it looks good. Looks like I was upposed to have natrually brown hair. I love it! Me and Jaimy are getting makeovers, we are doing them step by step, so by this time next year, look out Calvien Clien and Union Bay!!! LOL We are such tards, but its a good time.
Today is the first sober day i had since I had surgery at the end of September when I had surgery. Its weird not smoking it for a day, but i'll get over it.
MY pay check of $305.43 is allllll fuckin gone! LOL it was alllll fuckin gone Saturday night. I got stuff I needed and pay debts and shit, so thats good, but its gonna be a long two weeks, guh! Ah well. Getting my nose peirced in a couple weeks and my hair cut, should be a good time.
Well thats all the shit that is new and exciting in my life. And I think I am pregnant too, but I don't people to think I am just saying that. but when you don't get your period when you are supposed to and don't get it at all, it's definately a good possibility. I knew it was bound to happen sooner or later, even though I am on birth control, I knew it was going to happen to me. But we'll see I guess. If I am abortion here I come. Nobody understands how badly I DO NOT want a kid, especially one that came from me! Exciting stuff.
So ya I am done rambling on now.
Seeyabye!
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I don't even know where to start. Basically I have been working a lot and the job is great surprisingly. I can't remember the last sober day I had besides when I had my surgery.
So everything is good I guess. Lots of krayzee shit has happened of course. Time is going by so fast its scary man. Gotta get my own place soon, but I have to find a roomate first, cause I can't afford it alone, not working at McDonalds.
I have to pay $200 a month here now because ca couple a weekends ago I went to Sringhill and partied the whole fuckin time and didn't call home. And no one knew where I was. When I got home my Mom had just gotten back from reporting me missing. I felt kinda bad but they need to realize that I am a big girl now and I can make it by myself.
Less then 6 months til I'm 19. Can't fuckin wait man. Not so I can get into the bars, but so I don't have to ask people to get me shit which is really annoying. Should be a good time for sure.
Well I guess thats it.
Seeyabye.
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[22 Oct 2003|03:18pm] |
FUCK I AHTE IT WHEN I TRY TO UPDATE AND I PRESS THE FUCKIN BACK SPACE BUTTON AND IT GOES BACK A FUCKIN PAGE, NOT A LETTER, BUT A FUCKIN PAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am gonna bust a cap!
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[21 Oct 2003|11:19am] |
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The other day I went to get a new bank card, but I couldn't. Turns out someone committed fraud with my card by depositing an empty envelope worth $200 in my account, fuckin great eh? Anyways I cancelled the account and got a new one at TD. I still ahve to get a birth certificate, so right now I am not even a person lol. Fun stuff.
God I hate rain, but it's better then snow.
Getting a tattoo soon! I am so excited, I just have no idea really what to get. I saw these really cool jewel cherries, they rocked. But who knows. I don't even know what to get let alone where to put it.guh.
thats the exciting shit I have to talk about.
Seeyabye!
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